Everyone is going to say that studies is the top priority now. Yeah, right.
I don't think it is for me, okay at least it is not exclusively in the top priority.There are other things as well. I always thought I could cope with my friends, work, and studies, but somehow it just occurred to me that this is no longer the case.
I feel like I've neglected my friends really badly, not being there for them when I should be, when good friends should be there. I see how my bestie is going through such a rough patch, I don't know how to help her. I see my friend being injured, I can't find time to go visit her. I am such a lousy friend, really. I don't even know how to juggle my time to even go get things done, eg get my laptop fixed, finish off the things in my to do list.
So damn tired. I wish school would end soon, really. Not that I'd want it to end forever now, but just for now, I need a breather so bad.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Insensitivity
I never expected things to turn out this way, now it just feels as if I am maligned.
However, it's nice seeing how sweet my friends are to me, and I can really feel how much faith they have in me. It may not be much, but thanks guys, you guys really helped a great deal.
However, it's nice seeing how sweet my friends are to me, and I can really feel how much faith they have in me. It may not be much, but thanks guys, you guys really helped a great deal.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
fucking tired
*Angsty post
I am so damn fucking tired. I don't know why. Frankly, did I even seem like I'm doing much for the projects? No. I am just so mentally tired and upset with everything. I hate having project submissions, I hate all the fucking deadlines, I just dislike all these. It makes me upset, and angsty. Working with people, might not be my forte after all. Somehow, I just find fault in whatever they do. (Though I do justify myself and I do make sense in finding their faults) It's just annoying.
*OK.
Two more months to the end of the school term, and to the commencement of SIP. I am kinda looking forward to everything actually. Sigh, I can't stand school now somehow. ): I need my sleep, I need my time, I wanna go play, I wanna travel, I wanna be free.
On a side note, graduation trip with 6teen may materialise next year weehoo ^^
P.S: How are you? I hope my mistake hadn't cost us whatever we may have had.
I am so damn fucking tired. I don't know why. Frankly, did I even seem like I'm doing much for the projects? No. I am just so mentally tired and upset with everything. I hate having project submissions, I hate all the fucking deadlines, I just dislike all these. It makes me upset, and angsty. Working with people, might not be my forte after all. Somehow, I just find fault in whatever they do. (Though I do justify myself and I do make sense in finding their faults) It's just annoying.
*OK.
Two more months to the end of the school term, and to the commencement of SIP. I am kinda looking forward to everything actually. Sigh, I can't stand school now somehow. ): I need my sleep, I need my time, I wanna go play, I wanna travel, I wanna be free.
On a side note, graduation trip with 6teen may materialise next year weehoo ^^
P.S: How are you? I hope my mistake hadn't cost us whatever we may have had.
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