Priorities

Everyone is going to say that studies is the top priority now. Yeah, right.
I don't think it is for me, okay at least it is not exclusively in the top priority.There are other things as well. I always thought I could cope with my friends, work, and studies, but somehow it just occurred to me that this is no longer the case.
I feel like I've neglected my friends really badly, not being there for them when I should be, when good friends should be there. I see how my bestie is going through such a rough patch, I don't know how to help her. I see my friend being injured, I can't find time to go visit her. I am such a lousy friend, really. I don't even know how to juggle my time to even go get things done, eg get my laptop fixed, finish off the things in my to do list.
So damn tired. I wish school would end soon, really. Not that I'd want it to end forever now, but just for now, I need a breather so bad.

Insensitivity

I never expected things to turn out this way, now it just feels as if I am maligned.
However, it's nice seeing how sweet my friends are to me, and I can really feel how much faith they have in me. It may not be much, but thanks guys, you guys really helped a great deal.

fucking tired

*Angsty post

I am so damn fucking tired. I don't know why. Frankly, did I even seem like I'm doing much for the projects? No. I am just so mentally tired and upset with everything. I hate having project submissions, I hate all the fucking deadlines, I just dislike all these. It makes me upset, and angsty. Working with people, might not be my forte after all. Somehow, I just find fault in whatever they do. (Though I do justify myself and I do make sense in finding their faults) It's just annoying.

*OK.

Two more months to the end of the school term, and to the commencement of SIP. I am kinda looking forward to everything actually. Sigh, I can't stand school now somehow. ): I need my sleep, I need my time, I wanna go play, I wanna travel, I wanna be free.

On a side note, graduation trip with 6teen may materialise next year weehoo ^^
P.S: How are you? I hope my mistake hadn't cost us whatever we may have had.

Amazing holiday

It's been the most amazing two weeks ever.

Talents@NAA
Winning first place was really unexpected, and I really enjoyed my experience with everyone from the other polytechnics. I made new friends, and also bagging the Best Live Pitch Award and TP's Young Poly Leader Award, I was really excited with all that happened.
Thanks to my white shirt army: Salvo, Yuens, Minglee and Honghwee, and my family. For coming down to scape to support me, making me a huge board, and for giving me the loudest cheers than anyone had that night. You guys were awesome max

DrumZout 2011
An entire week on intense training, coming back to school for 7 days a week, and spamming likes and links on facebook walls, I am really really really proud of Salvo to have won 2 Awards for the night, Most Liked Percussion Group, as well as the First Prize for Tertiary Category. It was a dream come true for all 13 of us, and I was so touched by everything and everyone.
We thouroughly enjoyed ourselves throughout the competition after we performed, and yes I saw how awesome everyone were. I love you all so much for that <3
I have said repeatedly: Thanks to competition team for making this one of the most amazing journey in my Salvo life, and also for toughing the one weeks out with me.
Also to everyone else: Thanks for your continuous support and well-wishes.
Most importantly: It made me realise how important Salvo is to me, and it made me never to regret to stay on when times were tough.
Salvo, 我爱你！

P.S: On a side note, I don't understand how you could be so dense. Urgh.

camp aftermath

Damn tired after the camp.

But still, I just want to shout out to everyone though I think nobody reads this space anymore, I'm really really really proud of the seniors. You guys have made this camp one of the best one that I ever had. Thanks to all of you <3 And also never forgetting to lend me your support when I went for the competition. You guys are one of the best things that happened to me in my poly life <3

Eventful week

The past week has been...amazing. Really.

Things has been going awesome and it really took me on a whirlwind ride of emotions.

Firstly, I received my interview calls, so that was two interviews this week, and they both went pretty well (:
Next, I got into the semi-finals, followed by the finals for Talents@NAA contest, and yes I will be fighting it out with two other contestants next saturday!
Third, celebrated CY's bday with a blast and yes I know she really likes her present (:
Fourth, for me to know, for you to find out (:

Yupp, it's been a great week and frankly, it all feels so surreal. I don't know if they all actually happened. Haaah, okay fine I know they happened, but it's really nice to see my work paying off. (:

Now there's the competition, projects, and internship left, before I officially end my school year. Well, I am looking forward to it (:

Please do not be mistakened.

I know no one reads this space anymore, but I need to make myself clear.
I got pissed off yesterday because I was angry at his self-righteousness, and that he doesn't get his facts right before saying all that bullshit.
It wasn't because I was speaking up for Marc, frankly, I am not too interested at what transpired between them yesterday. I am more angry at the fact that he thinks we are a group of blind dogs who doesn't know how to judge for themselves. And that he still thinks he knows how we feel.
alright, end of story, stop thinking that I am speaking up for Marc, I am not.

Year 3, Week 3

It's barely the start of Year 3 and I'm dying already.
Plus the hot hot weather ain't helping much.
And I'm sick.
How great is that combination?
And I've already started on projects. at Week 3. Wow. I'm amazed.
Tata for now, dying soon.

Haven't updated this space for months.

I practically can see the cobwebs in my blog.

Hmmmm, everything has been going rather smoothly, with all that frenzy with Salvo, be it Dreams concert, Drumzout, and recruitment. Holiday was well spent with one of my favourite group of people, as well as catching up with the rest of my friends.

school has already started, and frankly speaking, I'm not really looking forward to anything this sem because it's really hectic and I don't know if I would be able to cope. I realise my stress coping mechanism seems to be failing on me.

Still, I've gotta stay positive! I've got great groupmates, and yeah still toughing it out with the Salvo people ^^
We had done a  great job during recruitment, and yeah, it's gonna be busy and all with Drumzout, but it's gonna be awesome! :D

Hope to update this space more often, and I promise to come back with more pictures. For now, my current favourite song:

Wish You Were Here- Avril Lavigne

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it


[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I just hope you knew.

Ramblings

It's almost the end of the semester. Time for some reflection I guess.

Results:
Received a couple of my grades for the past 2 days, and I'm pretty surprised by my results. Did surprising well for CRS, and not as great as expected for CSIT project. Looking back at the review, I'm a little disappointed at myself for the CSIT project :< I guess I wasn't meticulous enough to have overlooked the phrasing and context of the project. This was our downfall as pointed out by my tutor and I really really wished I had looked it through more thoroughly, perhaps it'd have pulled up our grade by a little ):

People:
Came to the realisation that many people are not what they seem for the past few days. Was really annoyed at a certain someone when he did something really ungentlemanly and it really annoyed me so much. :/ I shan't say anymore here, since I want to forget about it, but it's just that as long as that fella doesn't change his attitude in treating the people around him, I'm sure he'll never survive in the working world as well as keeping his friends around him.

Others:
Over the CNY period, I had been busy with my presentations and FEM submission, alas everything's over and I'm really looking forward to the end of exams so that I can be freeeeeeeeeeee :>
On a side note... 我很想念你 ):